I seem to be spending my days (and nights) somewhere between reality and the responsibilities that come with that, and some kind of dream-like fantasy world that ticks all the boxes for living a satisfying, fulfilling, exciting, prosperous, challenging, fun!, varied life. No prizes for guessing which one I prefer…
What to do, what to do. Well I know full well what to do. Head down at work, keep on keeping on and doing well, but always keeping my eye on the bigger picture. You see, my dream-like fantasy world is a dream at this point but I have absolutely every intention of making it a reality, and the sooner the better as far as I’m concerned!
I’m not sure how much to divulge right now, not for fear of jinxing any potential success, but because I want my focus to be on the doing and not the talking. I’m buzzing with excitement and impatience, the reality-filled hours can’t pass by fast enough but at the same time I’ve got so many things to do for my other focus that there just aren’t enough hours in the day.
Anyone who knows me knows how much I love/value/need/can’t function without my sleep. Lately, however, I am lying in bed with my body tired, knowing I have to get up early for work the following morning, but my brain is an absolute force to be reckoned with and is definitely taking some convincing to quieten down for a few hours!
The following morning is the same, no matter how early I wake up, that’s it. My brain heard me. There’s no going back to sleep once the dragon is unleashed. I know once I get a few more weeks under my belt i’ll feel a bit calmer and like i’m on top of things. For now though it’s a race against the clock and I’m determined to win!